LOG 14

ADDED 01.04.2022
a gif of a wooden artists palette with a brush laid across it. the colors flash and change

started working on a commission prices sheet, then went to rita's with my friends.

A gif of a house. Occassionally, a black stick figure runs out then runs back inside
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LOG 15

ADDED 02.04.2022
a gif of a sun with rays rotating around it. it has a semi-realistic face with eyes, a nose, and a mouth

went to lunch then laid in the grass in front of the student center in the sun while listening to music.

after a couple hours of drawing i went to dinner with my friends, then a different friend came over and we hung out and talked till one in the morning!

LOG 16

ADDED 03.04.2022
a gif of a shopping cart in a blue circle with a smaller black circle outline in the center. black objects get dropped into the cart before disappearing.

it was raining when i woke up. went shopping with the same friends i went to rita's with

LOG 17

ADDED 07.04.2022

a gif of a frog sitting in a yellow letter 'g.' it looks at the camera with a wonky smile on its facea gif of a frog sitting in a yellow letter 'a.' it looks back and forth between the viewer and something in the top left corner of the screena gif of a frog sitting in a yellow letter 'y.' it waves its arms around as if karate chopping something

haven't journaled in a while because i've been busy with classes and hanging out with friends! didn't go to the diner for the first time in like a week (got taco bell instead). it rained so i stayed inside except for walking to class and to a meeting about housing for next year (i'm living in special interest housing with The Gays). very exciting!

LOG 18

ADDED 08.04.2022
a gif of a book with its pages flipping

went to classes and also ate at the diner for both lunch and dinner. spent a whole chunk of the afternoon hanging out with some of my friends (and a cat!) on the quad in the sunny-ish weather

LOG 19

ADDED 10.04.2022
a white floating blob with three blue lines on the right side of its face, indicating that it is in some sort of pain

i hurt my head at a game yestreday so i've felt weird all day today. got the jerseys from my friend, and so i have to wash them this week as well :-/

started writing a new fanfic! i'm really excited about how it's turning out.

LOG 20

ADDED 11.04.2022
a gif of a yellow smily face with yellow arms waving a scarf above his head

ended up going to the hospital last night for my concussion. not allowed to play rugby for a couple weeks, and was told to stay off screens and away from bright lights.

went and hugn out outside today! it was so nice out and my mom said my outfit made me look like a movie star! i'm getting more confident wearing head coverings now, without worrying that people will judge me for it. it definitely makes me more comfortable in my own skin. only problem is it makes me look like a girl :-(

LOG 21

ADDED 13.04.2022
an image of a yellow sun with black sunglasses and a smile on its face. the face spins clockwise rapidly

spent a lot of time outside today! it was so sunny and warm outside

i've also gotten more comfortable wearing headcoverings and stuff every day, though sometimes they come off in public and i get worried. today i tried a turban style that did NOT want to stay on, so i pulled my scarf off at dinner and just put it in my bag. will have to come up with solutions to keep it on because it's a more masculine style that i actually really like.

LOG 22

ADDED 14.04.2022
a grey button that switches between saying 'headache' and 'don't visit this site!'

spent most of today inside despite the nice weather because i had appointments and stuff. i've also been feeling super crappy because of the concussion :-(. hopefully tomorrow will be better

LOG 23

ADDED 16.04.2022
a pixelated ambulance with flashing red lights

spent all of yesterday and today trying to rest from the concussion. going to the diner with benry today though! i'm excited for that

i also went to the er yesterday, and was supposed to get a call from the concussion clinic, but they never contacted me. i should call them, but the er doctor said that it could take a couple days. if they haven't called me by tuesday, i'll call them

LOG 24

ADDED 17.04.2022
a skeleton in a spiderweb hammock with one leg hanging off the side, swinging slightly

today was a lazy in bed kind of day. did a lot of work on my lily monster au despite that, though!

also listened to a 10 hour long version of pepper steak from the game off. idk why i did that.

LOG 25

ADDED 18.04.2022
a 3d model of a yellow car with a thermometer in its mouth and an ice pack on its head. it seems to be panting, sticking its tongue out of its mouth

my roommate has coivd, so we're both isolating on the off chance that i have it as well (i'm getting tested tomorrow)

also got to talk to the concussion clinic, and they're going to call me back later, as they have to contact the orthopedic center close to me, because they only have appointments at one that's far away and i have no way to get there that doesn't involve lots of exertion on my part

i decided to change my name a little! find my new names on my about me page.

LOG 26

ADDED 19.04.2022
a pixeltaed gif of a yellow smily face yping on a computer

got a negative test today, so i'm spending more time outside the room to avoid getting infected.

went to the orthopedic center! the dr said that my concussion will probably take 2 more weeks to heal. still not allowed to play rugby though, because the easiest injury to get when you have a concussion is another concussion.

in my literary women class we're talking about gay rights. it's so weird working on a project like this with what i assume is a bunch of cishets. they stressed the importance of stonewall, which i believe to be an important event, but not as important as everyone makes it out to be.

LOG 27

ADDED 21.04.2022
a looping gif of a gray sheep in a cloud-shaped bubble with a half blue, half green background, continuously jumping over a fence

went to sleep at like. 7:30 last night, woke up at 3am and looked at my phone for a while. when i woke up this morning i took a covid test (negative, thankfully).

LOG 28

ADDED 25.04.2022
an image of a right-side up pink triangle on a black background. in large letters at the bottom it says'SILENCE=DEATH.' under that, it says in small letters 'why is reagan silent about AIDS? what is really going on at the center for disease control, the federal drug administration, and the vatican? gays and lesbians are not expendable... use your power... vote...boycott...defend yourselves...turn anger, fear, grief into action'

nothing much happened this weekend, so i didn't put anything in the journal

i went to the opening ceremony of the aids quilt at my school today. here are some thoughts and observations that i have:

LOG 29

ADDED 26.04.2022
a gif of a 3d modeled gray tv with a staticky screen, as seen from above

i should really rewatch avatar: the last airbender. i should also watch our flag means death, and the new season of evil. lots of things on my mind

LOG 30

ADDED 27.04.2022
a gif of a quill moving around over a book

didn't do much today except work on Fire and Water Make Smoke, my zukka fic and go to class.

LOG 31

ADDED 28.04.2022
a slowly blinking red heart with a pink rose sitting horizontally underneath it

went and sat in the room with the aids quilt again. it's such a profound gesture of love. i like being in there